There are so many things that I want to say. Things like I'm caught between this two girls. I like both of them in some way of another. My brain tells me to go after Girl A, while my heart tells me to go after Girl B. I'm just so caught in this for weeks. And good enough only one person knows and I need your enlightment. Haha I'll have to talk to you man. But sadly both of us don't talk much as our time schedule are different. The only time when I can sit down and talk with you is only in school. Which is so wrong. I even caught the lecturer's attention. But he was really childish back then. Oh and now still as childish.
Now I have even have worsen the grudge against him. And he better watch out as I'm not someone to be trifiled with. Oh about the grudge, he freaking insulted my friend alright. He ask how come my friend late. Then he replied "I had stomache." Then the stupid lecturer said "huh?" and my friend repeat again. This time he spoke some banglah language sarcastically la. I was damn pissed off la. I wanted to talk back saying "You don't humilate people when you can't hear man. You aren't even giving him basic respect la." And maybe I should add in "No wonder I find myself not respecting you even the single bit."
I can't believe I could find such a lecturer in a Polytechnic. My impression of them used to be good. But now due him, I will think that all lecturers are like this. Now my impression of lecturers is bad. Until they prove to me that they are good then they would slowly earn my respect. And I believe that to have good character then you can work in the tertiary industry. For you are dealing with people, if your character sucks are can't do a good job man. What's more? A teacher...Dealing with many many many students. A sucky character just ruins the days this many many many students he face everyday.
So people please. Believe that respect is important. And to gain respect you have to respect others first.
9:24 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Today I have an interesting blog topic, English words and Chinese Characters.
Let's see. I heard of this from one of my classmate "Why must we learn Chinese and not the Chinese learn English instead?". That gave me the idea of today's blog topic.
"Why must we learn Chinese and not the Chinese learn English instead?" I somehow agree on that. For English is so much simpler. Look at this, nusery's in Singapore do you see people go like A for apple, B for boy...(blah blah blah). Or do you see them going like Wo xi huan chi ping guo (I like to eat apple). Definitely the first choice mentioned right? This already shows the MOE wants Singapore to be inclining in English Language.
Secondly, as you know when someone doesn't understand what are you murmuring about in Mandarin. You usually try to explain it in English ya? This proves that more Singaporeans are better at English. Back to the question, "Why must we learn Chinese and not the Chinese learn English instead?", since more Singaporeans are better at English why are we learning Chinese so hard? We humans should be working on our own strengths and not our weakness.
Thirdly, as all of you know Singapore is a multi-racial country. So we are talking about a country that is filled with many different kinds of race. And English is a world-wide communication language. So all should understand English language. If this is true, why are we still learning Chinese? To uphold our special language? Our prestige?...Bullshit on the prestige. Many out there are mocking at us Chinese for countless of reasons. Prestige? more like shame(for some).
Last reason of all. English has only 26 characters and Chinese have thousands of characters. So logically which will be easier? English ya? Not that we are lazy but look at modern technologies. For instance, a keyboard. Do they have Chinese characters there? No. Why? Because it's almost impossible to put all the thousands of Chinese characters on the keyboard. So how do people nowadays type Chinese words? They have type the Han Yu Pin Ying of the Chinese words. And again, the Han Yu Pin Ying of all Chinese words consist of alphabets. Is this showing that the English people are dominating the Chinese?
Many say we learn Chinese because that is our root language. But now somone that genius came up with English which is simpler and now a world-wide known language.
I think that we humans should stick to just one language for better communication and relationship. So what do you think about it?
7:54 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
Hello people! Wanted to blog yesterday night but the broswer was giving me problems so didn't blog last night. Oh well let's talk about yesterday.
Was suppose to go Sentosa and check out hot chicks but due to the nasty weather it was called off. What nonsense Randall, Vannesa and I was there at Harbour Front Centre or something like that. We had Macdonalds for breakfast. After Macdonalds, we were about to go Sentosa until Randall saw dark clouds engulfing the gigantic sky above. Then it started to pour and we started to think of other plans. But first we called everyone else to tell them it was called off. And Phil! So sorry bro...You were already out halfway..And due to us 'pulling' you here you had to head home again. Apologise man.
Anyway Vannesa headed home whereas me and Randall went to Dhouby Ghaut to play pool. But! It was raining there too haha. We are like caught in the rain so we just went back to Ang Mo Kio.our hometown. haha. We played pool and then we went shooting basketball for awhile until Randall cannot tahan anymore he decided that he should go home and sleep lol. Poor thing.
Alright after that I went to meet the 134 bballers. Go KFC chill out and go arcade. We go play bball after going arcade. And we had great fun there! Lol. Enjoyed all of your company guys. We were making lots of silly faces and laughing like some mad ass-es! Haha nutty fellows.
Alright that should be about it. Till then my friends!
11:16 AM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
This week has almost been a disaster for me. Many truth arose and those were the ones I wish I never knew. Those facts didn't enlighten me, instead they give me more confusion. Making me having thoughts going deeper and deeper. Each time I think of them, I find myself more and more contridicting. I am following where my heart is telling me to go, while my brain is temporary malfunctioning. It just simply can't seem to take over what I should or should not do.
I had been dependant on others, consulting most of the things from my friends. Now I am on my own. I shall not make a mistake of my choice. Things are difficult and I can't afford to make a mistake. Even the slightest mistake would make things out of my control.
Everyone is a perfectionist. Everyone has a goal in life. Each and everyone's way of perfect life is foresee from their dream and goals. When one obtain their desired way of life to live, they will be proud and happy about it. But once a mistake is made, it would take them quite awhile to revert things to normal and pursue their dreams and goals.
Humans are weird. They know that no one is perfect and yet they want to be perfectionists. Why do they want to defy logic? Making life diffcult for oneself or even others.
Hopefully my ordeal fades off eventually soon.
1:02 AM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Yoohoo people! I'm here blogging again. Okay let's see..Today didn't have much happenings. Oh ya today had to attend some sex talk. Some Aids thingy so boring. AND YES WE KNOW IT ALL.
Oh just remembered the Maths teacher today was like an ass alright. I know I'm the only person using laptop and please I'm not disturbing anyone. I was right at the corner where he shouldn't be feeling disturbed. BUT he have to come telling me to switch off my laptop but I just refuse to. I AM NOT DISTURBING ANYONE. Don't dammit tell me what to do. I know what I'm doing. He also ask me to stay back cause he want to talk to me. But I didn't bother and just left the class lol.
Okay..Till then my readers.
5:42 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Yo peeps! Today was almost a total crashed up day due to someone but oh well I told myself "Hey no point getting sad over HER so just got on with life, don't allow her to have the power to destroy your day!" Alright so here I am still going on and crazy haha. Today nothing much happen la but one damn cool thing. Lol I'm still not over it...Our lecturer in class was with our entire class' MSN conversation haha. In the sense that my lecturer is actually seeing what we are chatting and all that lol. But she had no time to see what was going on in the conversation =/
I do want to talk about what almost crashed my day but it would be abit too obvious if I do so. And I do not wish to let her know either. Anyway to those whom may know...SHE'S MESSING WITH THE WRONG GUY. Anyone but me dude.
And great thanks to EDNA whom brought me out of da misery - was forced to do so..=(
Oh yea and it wasn't your fault that you told me about it. It doesn't matter anymore don't feel guilty or what cause I'm strong =D
"Face the sun and your shadows will behind you."
6:39 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
supp aaron my dearest buddeh! sorry to take such a long time to do this thang. but real glad you liked it! [you better!] please take good care of yourselves and jiayo for all your exams and whatever shit you're having in school. your buddy here will always support you totally! and stop scratching your butt. tsk! LOVE!
from your buddy-shiying. (damn... i look like shat in this.)
10:03 PM
Yo! I went CFA 6 over the weekends. It was fantastic meeting the whole bunch of people. Seeing people changing from so quiet to so chatty at the end of the camp. Haha..Well another successful CFA was just conducted. You guys made it happen! -Billy Banja and Chop chilli chop!
Okay my friend..You have just recently got a blog and you started pouring all your emotions and problems right in the blog. I know it's been a hard time for you though I don't know you long but I'll always be here for you and I mean it. I will try my best to entertain you so just give me a call and there you gave me a chance to prove myself. Anyway just have fun with your life now. As this is the peak period of the time when you should be having lots of fun and get a good grade for your studies. This is the time when you are building connections and realising of your true friends. So enjoy while you can because I believe that the working world out there is so tough we might just not be able to handle it.
I wish to see everyone in a happy state. And I hope that I can just be one of the factor of your happy makings.
Alright dear friends/readers, with that I'm out!
"You are never dressed up perfectly unless you wear your smile."
11:34 AM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Lets take a look at this. Typical Singaporeans are 'kiasu' right? So they are always get their money's worth ya? But wait look at this. Look at Singaporean students. Most of them just want to play and they dislike studying. Yet they are paying for their school fees. Hmm..I guess that they aren't feeling the pain as they are not the ones paying for the school fees it is their parents that are paying for their school fees.
So back to the getting their money's worth. Since they are 'kiasu' shouldn't they be trying to absorb whatever that they can in their lessons? Okay you might say, they are still young. But let's say Poly students. They are all at least 17 years old and above so they are considerably mature people. But look at them they are either skipping classes or sleeping in classes and best of all playing in classes.
They are just wasting their own money ya? Oh I should say their parents' money. Just because they want to have fun they don't have to do it in classes ya? I mean like there are time to be serious and there are time to have fun. They shouldn't be acted at the same time. They should be done of at separate times. There are time to be serious and time to have fun. They should know their limits. Since they are considerably mature people, they should know that money are not easy to earn let alone knowledge.
Okay so my conclusion. Typical Singaporeans are 'kiasu' only towards things that are beneficial to them. Suckers.
Haha okay end of my blogging topic today. Adios!
3:43 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Hey! I'm back. Was busy and couldn't blog over the weekends. Well, I was actually in the Macritche Forest bashing over the weekends. Lol. You may say I'm crazy but it was fun alright! Haha. You go like "Ah! I'm lost in the forest where should i go?", it's totally crazy. Lol.
Alright totally had fun over the weekends. And the upcoming weekend I'm going for CFA 6 haha. I bet it's gonna be so fun. Hey CCI! Good job man! Every CFA you see more and more "old birds" going to CFA haha. All the fun times shall be kept within all Cheerio's hearts.
Too bad for my current readers I still haven't got a blogskin haha. Next time round! =p
9:34 AM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Hey I'm back blogging. Thought I could blog since I sometimes can get so bored.
Anyway the first thing i want to blog about is on my birthday celebration. Hey you three Shiying, Louis and Fulin, thanks for celebrating my birthday. It's the most memoriable birthday and day too. I will never forget that day. On my 17th birthday, with three of my wonderful friends by the name of Chin Shiying (Jayla, Soon to have that christian name), Louis Tan Chuan Ming, Tiong Fulin. We shall all keep in contact. Once in awhile we shall meet up and chill, have fun and enjoy each other's company.
Okay as of my blog. I know that I should do something about my skin/template. I've already got someone to help me keep a lookout for a skin/template suitable for me. Yea and even before you start doing it, Thanks buddy! =D
I'm just glad that the four of us are back together. Hope that you all will do well in your life.