Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Why the blogger critics? Is it so cool to critisize someone else's way of writing down their feelings on a "online diary"? Does it make them happy to be able to write better than them and discriminate?
I think no matter how you write them as long as it can be understood. It deserves to be there. Blogging is just another way to uncap and pour out the bottle of feelings. Blogging is just another way to tell a message to others. So what's so good if you can write better than the rest? Go be a bookwriter if you are that fantastic. So what bad can it do if you can't write as good? Be a failure?
I feel that the most important thing about a blog entry is the contents. I also believe that being able to empty out that heart filled with feelings is the most important. At least the readers know that this person is feeling good about himself/herself.
Ciaoz.
August 31, 4:20pm
Monday, August 28, 2006
Hello!
Alright, people are chasing me for blog entries already. So here I am. I must say, it had been a crazy time for me this few days. Pushing myself over the limits haha. Good good!
Oh I must say this. I ran army half marathon which is a 21km run. *Wipes sweat. I made it! But I practically walked 3 to 4km of the journey. But nevertheless! I still completed the race with pride. When I finish running, I thought. AARON you are such an idiot, fancy going for a 21km run without training and at the time like this? 5.30am start running? Are you nuts Aaron? You are just completely lunatic. Moreover you didn't have enough sleep you fool.
But now, who cares? You are a finisher dude. BEAT THAT. Okay I'm so proud of myself even though I didn't have the dammit drive and determination to run all the way. But nevermind, I'm going to do better the next time round. Aaron! You can do it! =D
Okay, before the start of the run. I was with my brother waiting for the midnight bus to arrive and bring us to the starting point but the last bus is gone. At that point of time, there was another lady waiting for the bus as well. But her instincts tell her it ain't coming so she hopped on a cab by HERSELF. And I thought, she should know that we are heading to the same destination as well why didn't she asked us if we want to hop on?
Are Singaporeans that selfish? Are Singaporeans that anti-social? My brother said, "nevermind la, if it were me I also wouldn't have asked." He then asked me, "would you ask if it were you?" I said "YA." Haha and my brother tell me that I shouldn't be in Singapore then. Maybe you should be Melbourne or something. Haha.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
This entry is dedicated to the one and only man that played a BIG role in my life, Justin Koh my elder brother.
I just realise how much I love my brother.
Why out of a sudden? Because today. I read your blog. Your old posts.
To me now, he is the most successful man. He puts ownership in whatever he does. When I was still young, he brought me out to play. But wait, all of you might think. Play? Spend loads of money in the arcade? Spend loads of money in the LAN shop? You are wrong. He took me out with his friend's companion along. He knew I enjoyed the time I had out with him. I even remember that I would ask him to take me out.
He took care of me with great responsiblilty. He made sure I wasn't lead astray. He indirectly made rules and that I would be afraid of him when I did something wrong. He would punish me mentally and not physically. There were times when I started argue back at him. But he never once did continue the arguement. Instead, he made clear what he was intending to do. He was very patient with me. Taking each step slow and steady. Making sure that I would feel loved even when I hated him for things.
Thinking back. He must be disappointed when I had to be stubborn and argue. But still he didn't gave up hope on me. He wants me to be on the right track. He wants me to be an upright person. He wants me to be even better then him. He wants me to walk on the right track. He wants me to be responsible. He wants the best out of me.
This man is one man that I thank you for putting in so much patience in me. Despite my stubborn character, you showed your brotherly love to me. Trying your best to nurture me into the best that I can be.
This man did his very best in everything even things that a normal son don't even have to do yet. He did things out of his concern. He did things that touch many's lives. He is one special man.
Quoting from my friend,
"Everyone is like an unpolished gem awaiting to shine like the diamonds and polished gems."
Yes, my brother is one that played an important role to be the one to polish this little gem.
What my brother have done to me can't be compared to anything. It can't be bought with just money. It takes time and effort.
It took my brother's time and effort and I should not waste his time and effort. I will use this as a motivation to anything that I do. Should I fail. I will try again with double the effort. Until I succeed. Until I lose all my energy. Until time forbids me.
Bro, remember that day you told me you got two dears in your life? I felt like saying that yes I love you too. Now I should do it.
Brother. I love you no matter what. For the brotherhood, for the love.
August 20, 11:50am
Thursday, August 17, 2006
SO BORED AND TIED DOWN.
To what? NOTHING. Maybe after this entry I'd go out and all would turn out fine again. I guess I just need more interaction. That would get me going again.
All this are just a sudden act of WRATH. Feel like I could do anything but I'm just plain lazy. Feel like screaming my lungs out for no reason. Sigh.
Nothing to do, wondering if it's you.
August 17, 1:37pm
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
BOOORRRRRRRRRRINNNNNNNNG.
Okay that's crap. But to think again, why haven't I made my day more interesting? Maybe I already have but due to some unforeseen circumstances. I'm totally shaken. Ooo but seems like I'm wrong at my own judgement. I don't know and I don't even know what am I trying to say here. It's complicated. If any of you readers understand, damn can I know you better. LOL for I can't even understand myself here HAHA.
DAMN is it, it again? It's been awhile. Please I don't want to face it again. It just suck totally. GOSH SHOO. Blah. Nothing's up people ciaoz.
Monday, August 14, 2006
BOO! Okay was busy the past few days so didn't blog.
First of all, I WON MONEY IN MAHJONG TODAY WOOHOO. lol.
Beat that. I was the sole winner. Everyone lost a little and adding up to my $8.70 win =D. Oh and my mum was playing at first then I took over during 1/4 of the game. She lost a bit. BUT I WIN BACK MUAHAHAHA.
LOL okay enough of mahjong. Hmm, I WANT TO GO RUNNING! SOMEONE PLEASE CALL ME IF YOU ARE GONNA GO RUNNING hahahaha. I need some personal upgrading and self-discipline haha. I want "Keeping fit" to be part of my daily routine, since poly is rather slack. LOL.
Hmm today was almost a disaster for me. But my DEAR DEAR BUDDY CHEERED ME UP. The shoutout below is for you. And yes I love my buddy.
OH YES! Louis, I met him today =) Met him go cut hair then eat branch (Breakfast-lunch, in between. OUR LANGUAGE LOL.)
Okay he is still fat. LOL I doubt he knows my blog webby oh well not fun. SOMEONE GO TELL HIM THAT I SAY HE FAT. LOL. Oh and was suppose to met Fulin as well. BUT someone just have to sleep late last night. HAHA RWAR but oh well, it's his lost he couldn't hang out with this cool guy here. WAHAHA. Okay okay, it's late. I shall sleep already! Ciaoz!
May the bed-bugs not be with you!
August 14, 1:25am
Buddy! Thank you for what you have done for me today. Like always, I'd be EXTREMELY GRATEFUL hahaha. Why? Cause you are my BUDDY! WOOHOOO! Okay and ya *HUGGIES* Bestest buddy ever. Bestest friend ever.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Okay people. I made it a point that I should try and blog everyday. That would do good in my self-discipline =D.
First, WOW. I met this other person that is ALMOST SIMILAR to ME. Putting aside the favourite *AHEM* colours. Sheesh. Should I say freaky? Lol nah. It's a blessing to know someone almost like ourself. It's fun talking to you too =). You should know who I'm talking about.
Second, DAMMIT. Why am I feeling so moody like this couple of days? Lol. Bad bad bad. Someone save me. ARGH! Blah, I should start doing something useful for myself tomorrow =D.
Okay time to sleep. Ciaoz.
August 10, 12:58am
Okay people. I made it a point that I should try and blog everyday. That would do good in my self-discipline =D.
First, WOW. I met this other person that is ALMOST SIMILAR to ME. Putting aside the favourite *AHEM* colours. Sheesh. Should I say freaky? Lol nah. It's a blessing to know someone almost like ourself. It's fun talking to you too =). You should know who I'm talking about.
Second, DAMMIT. Why am I feeling so moody like this couple of days? Lol. Bad bad bad. Someone save me. ARGH! Blah, I should start doing something useful for myself tomorrow =D.
Okay time to sleep. Ciaoz.
August 10, 12:58am
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
My heart needs to speak.
I don't know what I'm feeling now but it's just some sudden change of mood. Feel like giving the punching bag a few more strokes. Then sit down at the corner panting and just do nothing.
Nothing to do, Don't want to move. Any ideas to make me move my bones?
I think I'd just reject all even if delegated.
Ciaoz.
August 09, 02:35am
Monday, August 07, 2006
First thing! I want to say, damn! Now I know why the young ones get sick so easily. The adults are just too over-protective!
Okay let's see. I was working as a waiter for a Chinese restaurant over the weekends. These bunch of people just look special to me. Why? Cause there were like two caucasians and 4 more locals. What's so special??? The two caucasians are actually couples. I could tell that they two just stick to each other almost like super glued. Okay then, I took their orders. Hmm..They are just werid people I must declare.
And so, I placed their orders and wait for the food to be ready and served.
So I served them. Later on, they called for me. And so, they demand a change of luncheon meat. Due to? The cooked luncheon meat was in contact with some raw meat. Which she considered with her too over-protective intelect. Demanding a change, she protested that when a cooked meat is in contact with a raw meat. Then the cooked meat would be contaminated.
Okay, fine it's true. But WHY make us, waiter's life difficult by making us walk another round just for that stupid reason. Oh so if your kid were to eat that he would DIE? DAMN IT he would just only fall ill. But do you think he would? Oh, sorry lady. You were too over-protective. He didn't take in as much bacterias in his body compared to mine. With that, he got a WEAK immune system. GOSH if you knew about cooked meat would be contaminated when in contact with raw meat, you didn't know about one's immunity system would only be BETTER by TESTING IT.
Brainless freak.
Now, THIS is the ULTIMATE reason why the younger ones fall sick that easily.
Lousy bunch of people with lousy immunity system. Care he were to get down with SARS. BET he couldn't make it out that death bed.
HAHA sheesh now to think. Why am I so evil? I got no idea man. But oh well, guess I was totally tired that night.
Okay okay. I'm out, ciaoz.
August 07, 8.10pm
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Should I still go on?
Should you follow on?
Should we play on?
Joke of the year,
Oh damn, I wanna hear.
Heart that tells me so,
Many things tells me no.
Could I still?
Could I spare?
You almost made me feel it again,
Feeling like I'm high on cocaine.
Watch! Not my cup of tea.
Loof! I wanna flee.
Caught down with the iron ball,
Still...Nightwatchers I didn't call.
Your presence still linger,
Screeming to yield.
Tales of longevity,
Legends of dexterity.
Hopes forlorn.
Ring the war horns.
3rd August. 5.23pm
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Things weren't the same as before,
should we fall into it's claws?
Our future seems bleak,
wondering to give it some kick.
Lashing out in all,
fitting to it might fall.
Locked in my heart,
having joy over cut.
Flooded by tests,
almost like a bad fest.
Longing to have one,
sorry if it's purely pun.
Wanting which overwhelmed,
stopping to seek calm.
Like out in the open seas,
Dangerous that would be.
Like a titanic lurks,
trying to miss the iceberg.
Closing in the matter,
almost made my heart flutter.
End is now i seek,
which time forbids me to peek.
Blogged on August 1st. 10:18pm
