Thursday, October 19, 2006
Thy name is life and death,
thy time you receive thy breathe.
Thou questions shall not be received,
until the very time commence with cease.
His flesh thou consume,
Thou soul would exhume.
Black, thy colour of dark.
Luck, thy guts of Noah's Ark.
Forlorn is not the word for he,
For trust and believe thou shall be.
Joy is what thy man long for us to attain,
Sorrow is what we only contain.
Man are selfish by nature,
it is he would made us creatures.
Thy identity shan't be revealed,
thy time to know when thou be killed.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Let me tell a story.
This boy name Kuyi had a girlfriend name Atrina. They both led a commoner's life. They were happy with their lives this way. They were glad that they had each other through this phase of their lives.
Time passed very quickly. One day Atrina told Kuyi that she grew to like another boy. Atrina thought it was something that her boyfriend should know. But Kuyi thought otherwise. When Atrina told Kuyi that, Kuyi was extremely shocked and speechless. He made it clear that that day they should both go home first as he just can't enjoy his day even though he was with his other half.
They didn't contact for days. Throughout the days, Kuyi withstand the torment he had to undergo. The next day after Atrina told Kuyi the fact was a Monday, a school day. Kuyi went to school unwillingly and was extremely moody. So much so that if anyone would cross his path, that fellow would turn out to be the unluckiest person on earth that day. Kuyi dragged his body everywhere he go. He just went wherever his legs took him to. His mind is not with his physical self. Friends asked him what went wrong. But he simply ask them not to bother and leave him alone.
After a day's torment, he reach home and switched on his computer and waited for time to pass playing solitaire. He was online on MSN and hordes of caring friends started asking him, "Hey friend, what's wrong with you today? You aren't yourself man." But he simply didn't reply them leaving all of his caring friends questions in their minds.
Tuesday, he didn't felt any better and the same thing happened like the previous day. He tried making himself laugh but it just didn't work. School is over and he headed home. He thought, why am I torturing myself?
Wednesday, Kuyi thought to himself 'I must get myself out of this torment'. Although knowing that he couldn't help being sad, he tried his best to leave out of the torment. Surprisingly he cracked a joke in class and people laugh at his unbeaten jokes. It was an enjoyable day for Kuyi today but he is still feeling down. At the end of school, he told his close friends what happen and telling them that it was his first time having two contridicting emotions at heart. It sure is tough to achieve what he had today. He knows he is still sad but he is glad that he is able to make himself happy today.
Somehow somewhat, Atrina got to know what happen to Kuyi and was extremely sorry for what she had done. She is also happy for Kuyi as she knows he is strong at heart even when Atrina is his first girlfriend. She is glad she helped Kuyi becoming stronger.
The next day Atrina phoned Kuyi to apologise to him and teared over the phone. Kuyi being soft-hearted forgived her.
After that incident, Kuyi know that he loves Atrina even more. Not wanting to lose her at any point at that time. But Atrina just had to break up with Kuyi due to her studies. At that point when Atrina told Kuyi that, he wasn't ultra sad like before. In fact he was happy that Atrina is still happy and Atrina was glad that Kuyi is strong. They know they had made a difference in each of their lives
Even after their break up Kuyi asked about Atrina through her best friend. Asking if she is doing good and well. But slowly they break out of contact and can never chat like before. After 2 years, Kuyi still wants to know if she is doing good. Asking Atrina himself every now and then. Even now, Kuyi still cares for Atrina.
The power of love.
Signing off
Aaron
Monday, October 02, 2006
Nowadays, have the youths been over spending?
The fact is yes we have. Big companies like AIA itself are aware of such uprising issue. They do have a programme for the youths namely, Youth Saving Programme. I feel that this is such a mockery to us.
Have we youths not been educated enough? After years of education, are we ready to be extra competent in the workforce? Or is it that the education system in Singapore is just merely studying of books for the students?
What have we youths been over spending on? Most on entertainment I can see. Why? Is it that we have the "bo chap" attitude? Or are the homeworks too little? Even if we got too much homework many still wouldn't do.
I think MOE can't see this point. If one enjoys the process, the more one understand. I believe we need more entertainment even in class. To have a fun class, who wouldn't want? I believe if the class is fun, the attendance will be 100% everytime. If such a thing can happen at the very start of one's first day of school in life, I believe going to school will have a whole new meaning.
In order to achieve this, we have to be open. But the fact is Singaporeans are not open enough. I think the government is not ready to accept and use new concepts.
I've read something like this somewhere.
I hear that Singaporean's Chinese is not good in the papers. But months later, I hear that Singaporean's English is not good in the papers. So what are they good at?
Such things happen and the government blames it on the student for not working hard enough and puts them in more enrichment classes. Why don't they sit down and review their education system once in a whole? Did they went to each and every school personally and try and perceive what we students would feel like in classes? Why is the government involved in so many foreign affairs when they can't even get things right internally? Have they seen loopholes in their command and control?......
There are so much things to say. So much things to be heard. But they won't be answered. Even if this are heard, I'll be prosecuted.
Signing off
Aaron
October 02, Monday, 10:54pm
