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Thursday, April 19, 2007

Sometimes it's saddening how people make you pissed just by the way they talk. Sometimes the feeling just sucks after the pissy mood you get. Sometimes it's so stupid you just want to shut off everything else and just cramp away in one dark corner.

I have someone that gives me all this nonsense all in the house, my mum.

She speaks with little respect, manners and reasons.

Who on earth can tolerate such a person every single day? The moment they speak from their mind you are already defeated. Then which you just want to burst out from their speech and just shut them off immediately. But to avail, they go on far more worst. The more you want them to just shut up, the more they wouldn't. Neither do they spare a thought for someone else's feelings when things get heated up. Neither does the argument have any effect on them (it just feels like it). They just seem to enjoy having arguments. They won't stop or rather they don't know when to stop.

I bet a person with lots of patience cannot tolerate such a person if he/she were to live with them everyday. It's too much for a son to take it. It's too much for a husband to take it. It's too much for anyone living under one roof with such a person to take it. It's simply just too much.

What are the arguments about? They are all about trivial matters. Just simply because my mum don't agree with my method of doing, her speech becomes heavy though she claims it's normal (which I don't agree). She always wants to win yet she claims she doesn't want to win it's just so contradicting. She always claims to be of a nice party. The fact is she doesn't look at her own side on how she handle things. For instance the way she talks, the mode of her speech, the reasons she gives (oh I'm sorry, it's the UNreasonable reasons she gives), her attitude of the matter. She does not reflect on her own side. She just reflects and rant on the other party's side just making them the bad people just because the people she confides to doesn't get to listen to both parties. In the end she always gets other people to agree with her when they don't even get the full story.

How do you expect me to keep my cool all the time like this? With little education doesn't give them the excuse to be rude and unreasonable. I simply don't agree.

Full of angst
Aaron

11:53 PM