Wednesday, November 21, 2007
A sudden spur of inspiration,
this is all that keeps me ecstatic.
A sudden smash of thoughts,
this is all that keeps me bitter.
To let you know,
together we flow.
I'm still made of flesh,
but you make me stuck in a mesh.
I wonder what of you think,
am I in your eyes but once blink,
now I'm gone..
I'm forlorn.
Those words you spoke,
are they from the bottom of your heart?
Those words you spoke,
they stab me right through my heart.
I need some enlightenment,
can you provide them to me?
I have some questions,
can you answer them for me?
All that I want to convey,
is what my heart I've surveyed.
What we have become to now?
What am I to you now?
I have always hoped,
those things did not happen.
That our friendship would be well coped,
and our relationship sharpened.
I hope you understand,
life is short.
We are friends forever.
No change.
No doubt.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
What's wrong today? I'm myself but I don't feel at ease..I feel so empty inside yet so full on the outside. It's difficult to explain what I'm going through right now. Neither do I know why am I feeling like this..Maybe I'm hiding something from someone? Maybe I'm lacking of something from someone?
My mind is blank. Total blank. BA I don't know what am I thinking of too. This just sucks..Maybe I should be a nerdy today. Immerse myself into studying tonight. Ciaoz..
Monday, November 05, 2007
Although today had been a quite a productive day, it's still boring. I stayed home the whole day or more like rot at home the whole day. Its so super duper boring. Reflecting of what I've achieved for at the end of the day keeps me rather motivated to continue my following days. True enough I cooped myself up in the house the whole days seems lifeless but sometimes people need sometime alone.
The times alone are to do something like what I have done. Do some self reflection. Doesn't harm to fork out a little time doing some self reflection. On the contrary it improves one's life as we never miss out all aspects of life; Past, Present and Future.
Due to Past experiences people look forward to the Future. To do so people put Present into practice and therefore makes life happier.
Happiness is defined as to whether The Future's aims are achieved. So for people that do not have aims for your future, do some self reflection and your goal settings. At least your life is guided. At least there is meaning in life. At least you know how to be happy. Life's happiness is defined by ourselves. We set the gauge to happiness. So do some self reflection if you are sad or unhappy. It could be your own fault after all..
Live life to the fullest. We only get to live life once.
