Thursday, March 27, 2008
Blog blog. Nowadays there's so many things on hand for me to do. At least something for me to look forward to haha. I'm looking forward to accomplish so many things! I guess I'm still young and adventurous yeap. Anyway I got my Genting trip with two of my other friends this coming tuesday to thursday! 1st april to 3rd april so exciting!
Also I'm proud to announce that I've recently taken up the Chairman position in SP Rovers, a club in SP. Once again it's an opportunity for me to practice my leadership skills, at the same time my management skills. Well looking at my situation, I've got attachment for like one whole semester. And I'm going to run a club. I really really need to manage my time well. A good time to practice that! I also sound out that I still want to stay and work at Mt. Faber. Wooh meaning that I'll be so busy.
I'm looking forward to achieve many things this year. For my club, I don't have anything concrete yet my thoughts are still running up high. For my physical, I think many should know that I aim high for my physical life this year. For my social, I hope I can fit my social life into my life well. For my family, I think there'll be some results =). Most importantly my studies, I'm still positive that I can achieve my 3 gpa and above standard =D.
Now now, with so many things on hand tell me how not to be busy? So if you want to date me out you'll need some luck in catching me out yea! Haha!
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Sum 41 - Some say
Some say we're never meant to grow up
I'm sure they never knew enough
I know the pressures won't go away
It's too late
Find out the difference somehow
It's too late to even have faith
Don't think things will ever change
You must be dreaming
Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
And if I fall I'll take it all
It's so easy after all
Believe me 'cause now's the time to try
Don't wait, the chance will pass you by
Time's up to figure it out
You can't say it's too late
Seems like everything we knew
Turned out were never even true
Don't trust, things will never change
You must be dreaming
Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
And if I fall I'll take it all
It's so easy after all
Some say we're better off without
Knowing what life is all about
I'm sure they'll never realize the way
It's too late
Somehow it's different everyday
In some ways it never fades away
Seems like it's never gonna change
I must be dreaming
Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
And if I fall I'll take it all
It's so easy after all
Believe me, it's alright
It's so easy after all
Believe me, it's alright
It's so easy after all
I don't see a point in convincing anymore. Now I only feel so stupid for being so blind. Haha. This episode in my life has ended. Thank you for letting me see so many things and learn many things. I would only thank people for teaching me lessons. =)
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
It's not only about you. It's about everyone. How you treat others is how others will treat you. I don't want to hurt anyone but you just resemble my buddy too much. She used to be like you. So princessy, so perfectionist, so reliant of others, so easily affected. But I'm glad she's not like this anymore. We don't talk that much already but at least I know she can survive better in the real world now.
I treated you like how I treated my buddy. I forced her to her limits. I wonder if she hated me for doing that but what I know is that I was just being truthful. Sorry but the truth hurts.
I questioned myself. Why do I hate you so much now? Now I know. It's because I love you too much. Everything you did was so significant to me. Every little small detail mattered to me. Everything that happened affected me.
When I finally realised that I love you, you weren't even ready for me to hear that. You played down my love for you.
I hate you. I hate myself.
Monday, March 17, 2008
Major Event 2008 Campfire : A night in the village. It's finally over. We all finally see the results of this campfire. I'd say it is a success! I have and we all have heard of many people's comments. And all of them are positive comments.
Yinjie said: It'll (the pictures) be up at rover's multiply soon! I had a wonderful time yesterday... Anyway, you guys did a great job last night! Really!
SP Principal said: Great job!
Peirce Scouts said: You guys really did a great job.
We should really celebrate for the success of our hard work. You know it's like tasting the fruit of our work. The seed was sowed by Andy. And each and everyone of us watered it every now and then to make this fruit taste fantastic. It's the taste of success people. Despite of some that pulled down the morale of everyone, we still did it!
It can be done couldn't it? Just a little effort from everyone and things happen. Thank you everyone for being so trustworthy. =)
By the way the pictures of the campfire will be up on rover's multiply soon! Just wait for Raven to post it up!
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
I'm in the state of I-don't-understand-everything. Everything just came booming past me. But I only know two things. To mission accomplish SP Rovers Major Event 2008 and also the the words from you to me that you thought it hurt me.
It already sometime ago started to show me that we're different. Maybe I just can't stand it. Maybe you're too much for me. But still you won't listen to anyone then there is nothing at all to say to you. Maybe words from me cannot be trusted? Or rather I wasn't given even any chance to show that my words are trustworthy. Haha..Now all I can do is just smile and walk away since whatever I say is useless.
I also don't understand what's all the yelling all about. Complaining? Or..what? I seriously don't understand. Or maybe it's just words from me to you. Maybe I shouldn't tell you all those? Maybe if someone else told you those that I told you of and you wouldn't react like that? I'm just wondering.
How am I to approach you? How can things go back to before? We see each other but we don't talk at all.
Just wondering.
Saturday, March 08, 2008
I remember someone sometime ago told me that life is all about choices. I feel that life is about living to the fullest. To live to the fullest is to be able to achieve your objectives and at the same time do what you feel like doing the most.
Of course one must live up to their own conscience. Ensure that you feel that you are doing the right thing is important. So that you know you tried your best even if you made a mistake. Make sure that you can answer to yourself. That is the most important thing a person must do.
