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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

It's not only about you. It's about everyone. How you treat others is how others will treat you. I don't want to hurt anyone but you just resemble my buddy too much. She used to be like you. So princessy, so perfectionist, so reliant of others, so easily affected. But I'm glad she's not like this anymore. We don't talk that much already but at least I know she can survive better in the real world now.

I treated you like how I treated my buddy. I forced her to her limits. I wonder if she hated me for doing that but what I know is that I was just being truthful. Sorry but the truth hurts.

I questioned myself. Why do I hate you so much now? Now I know. It's because I love you too much. Everything you did was so significant to me. Every little small detail mattered to me. Everything that happened affected me.

When I finally realised that I love you, you weren't even ready for me to hear that. You played down my love for you.

I hate you. I hate myself.

2:34 AM

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