Wednesday, April 30, 2008
I finally formed the question that I've been pondering for sometime now. Is it okay for everyone to see your true face all the time?
Is it okay to show what you are all the time? Or should you just act sometimes? Act that you're strong but the fact is you're weak inside. Is it okay to lie? Is it okay if I don't wear the mask? If I show my face how would people look at me as?
I always believe that I should life live to the fullest. That's why I always tell people that my birthday means nothing much to me. If birthday should mean so much to me, I shouldn't be so selfish to just dedicate only this day to be special to me. I should treat everyday like as if it's my birthday. That's why I smile everyday! That's why everyday is a good day! That's why my life is great!
There is just this girl that taught me this. She probably don't know. When I was in my darkest moment, she told me that if you think that life is boring then it is boring. But if you think that life is interesting then it is interesting! Till now those words I can still remember. I thank her for telling me this. She brighten up my life =)
Sometimes you tell others some things that you probably won't remember telling them. But sometimes to them those words can last forever. That is when you have touched their lives. Now I really thank everyone that I've met in my entire lifetime for crossing or walking on path in life. No matter how significant you are to me, I'm sure everyone have made a difference in my life even the slightest bit.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Last night I had a short heart to heart talk to a dear friend of mine. I figured that she is lost in life at least what I conclude. While I share with her on what I want to achieve in life. I told her of many things. Especially on things that I've learned. I talk of my big dream. The dream of educating youths. Then I thought again, I can't even help the ones around me. How can I achieve my dream?
Tonight is just one of those nights whereby my mind is full of thoughts. Can anyone understand me? Haha. I can't even place all this thoughts into words. Just forget it. I don't even know what I'm thinking now blah blah blah...
You know sometimes you are so motivated to do something it scares you somehow? Life is full of ups and downs. Right now I'm managing my downs yet I am somewhat up. I can't be down. I need to be strong. Sometimes I see people around me that can't bring themselves up to be strong. They could only helplessly continue to stay weak. It always never fails to question myself, how do I self motivate and stay strong? I guess it's the determination that has never fail me. At least I know what I need to get done will be done. It's tough being me now. But I'm tougher than that.
Monday, April 14, 2008
Yo people. Guess what. I'm in my attachment office now writing an entry how cool is that. Today is my first day and it's !#%^##$%& boring. I wanna kill somebody AHHHHHHHHHHHH I've been doing NOTHING since I came here. I thought I could do something even if it's something that I dislike doing. JUST GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO LOL
Monday, April 07, 2008
Most of us in SP Rovers Ex Co feels that we're forced to be this. I agree totally. What if we do not take up this position? SP Rovers can just fall apart and never to be seen again. Being forced is one thing, being belonged is another thing. I think those that feels that they're forced feels the sense of belonging but just doesn't want to be in a leadership role. Yet they got no choice because if SP Rovers falls apart there will be nothing for them to feel belonged anymore.
It is because of their big heart that they want to bring forth this sense of belonging to the next generation. To let the next generation feel what they feel about this great family that we always talk about. At the same time make this family bigger so that they won't disappoint the older generations. In order the save this, they are forced to take up a leadership role and responsibility.
Here I want to say, even if you're forced to do this you can achieve many things as well. Let's not look at the bad, let's look at what is good for us. Now we are the ones that make things happen. Now we are the ones that create opportunity for the next generation to carry this culture on and on and on.
I want to help everyone of you to realize what you can achieve out of this. You can hone your skills. You can learn many things. You can make a lot more friends. You can build your network here. But most importantly, the memories of your time spent here. The fun times you had. Don't you want to relive it again? This not just goes to my Ex Co members. It goes all out to everyone in SP Rovers. No matter old or young it's still the same.
My dream now is to see what it is like in the past. The time when it was 9 years back. The time when I had lots of fun. The time when I see many different people from all walks of life come together to do the same thing and to make things happen. Every organization, every group, every legion have their peaks and falls. Now I see that it is at it's lowest point, but I want to bring this curve that is drawing downwards upwards.
I believe we can do it.
Saturday, April 05, 2008
Give a man to fish, he lives for a day.
Teach a man to fish, he lives for a lifetime.
The biggest challenge is to challenge oneself.
In order to change others, first is to see the change in yourself.
Tonight I'm very well annoyed by other people. Above are a few quotes that I always see that it is true. First quote very well explains that you shouldn't feed others with answers but teach others how to achieve the answer. Same goes for life. No point feeding your friends with comfort and reassurance. Teach them the hard facts of life. Teach them the hard facts of reality. Teach them how to fall. Teach them how to climb.
Second quote is how I use it to perceive things. To challenge oneself is the most difficult challenge one will ever come across. Imagine a professional boxer was to fight another person and this other person is a duplicate of him. How is he suppose to win himself? He very well knows his own weaknesses and strengths. His opponent knows them to. Therefore the toughest fight is to fight oneself.
I always look at the third quote once again whenever I come across some preaching session. I always question myself am I even someone worthy to preach to this particular person? How can I help to change this person? Then I start to see things in different angles. Of course things ain't just this simple. The quote says change others and this "others" can mean anything. A person, a house, an organization, a handphone, etc. To start the change in this "others", the change starts in you.
Guess I was so annoyed by so many things. Now I feel better saying out all this. I hope I let anyone, anyone at all to learn what I have learnt.
