But after talking to her, clearing the air. I shall not look back and regret anymore. I want to look forward to be a better person. I think the most important thing is TO BE PRESENT
I want to live a happy life everyday. Just pure simplicity day by day.
I don't like to disappoint people especially people that I care for. Time and time again people keep telling me my same old problem since years ago but I never listened. Today, I sat down and listened with my heart. It IS a wake up call for me. I must not disappoint people. Because if I do, I disappoint myself too. I have high expectations of myself. I don't want people to suffer because of me. I want to see smiles.
Smiles are the most incredible things in the world. Smiles can be earned by making people happy. Smiles MAKE people happy. Smiles make the world go round.
Sunshine after rain was the phrase used by her. I don't know how much she trust me. But I know she wants to trust me. Today I breached her trust, I don't like it. I mustn't do it again, ever.
You are my strength. You are one of the best things in this world. You are just simply nice. You are so amazing to see the world in your view.
I want to prove to you
6:05 PM
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Life is very unpredictable. Look at the failures and successes we had in the past. Now look at what we are now, how much we have grown as a person.
Now...food for thought. Does all this matter? Man passes on one day. We come to the surface of the Earth to make things better or to make things worse? Look at how the world is in a chaos now. Why are there people to make things worse? Why are there people to make things better? Who are all this people?
We keep digging, whacking, hurting Earth for all the wrong reasons. Simply just for our comfort. Lights, gas, petrol, oil. Instead of growing so many pigs, chickens, cows, why not kill some humans?
Humans are the most stupid animal on Earth. The more power they try to gather, the more control they need. It only takes a special someone to tame the beast in the cage trying to break free. Humans want to keep learning which makes them the most selfish animal on Earth. They are willing to sacrifice others for themselves.
It isn't bad dying anyway. You won't have to worry.