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Saturday, May 20, 2006

This week has almost been a disaster for me. Many truth arose and those were the ones I wish I never knew. Those facts didn't enlighten me, instead they give me more confusion. Making me having thoughts going deeper and deeper. Each time I think of them, I find myself more and more contridicting. I am following where my heart is telling me to go, while my brain is temporary malfunctioning. It just simply can't seem to take over what I should or should not do.

I had been dependant on others, consulting most of the things from my friends. Now I am on my own. I shall not make a mistake of my choice. Things are difficult and I can't afford to make a mistake. Even the slightest mistake would make things out of my control.

Everyone is a perfectionist. Everyone has a goal in life. Each and everyone's way of perfect life is foresee from their dream and goals. When one obtain their desired way of life to live, they will be proud and happy about it. But once a mistake is made, it would take them quite awhile to revert things to normal and pursue their dreams and goals.


Humans are weird. They know that no one is perfect and yet they want to be perfectionists. Why do they want to defy logic? Making life diffcult for oneself or even others.



Hopefully my ordeal fades off eventually soon.

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