Saturday, August 19, 2006
This entry is dedicated to the one and only man that played a BIG role in my life, Justin Koh my elder brother.
I just realise how much I love my brother.
Why out of a sudden? Because today. I read your blog. Your old posts.
To me now, he is the most successful man. He puts ownership in whatever he does. When I was still young, he brought me out to play. But wait, all of you might think. Play? Spend loads of money in the arcade? Spend loads of money in the LAN shop? You are wrong. He took me out with his friend's companion along. He knew I enjoyed the time I had out with him. I even remember that I would ask him to take me out.
He took care of me with great responsiblilty. He made sure I wasn't lead astray. He indirectly made rules and that I would be afraid of him when I did something wrong. He would punish me mentally and not physically. There were times when I started argue back at him. But he never once did continue the arguement. Instead, he made clear what he was intending to do. He was very patient with me. Taking each step slow and steady. Making sure that I would feel loved even when I hated him for things.
Thinking back. He must be disappointed when I had to be stubborn and argue. But still he didn't gave up hope on me. He wants me to be on the right track. He wants me to be an upright person. He wants me to be even better then him. He wants me to walk on the right track. He wants me to be responsible. He wants the best out of me.
This man is one man that I thank you for putting in so much patience in me. Despite my stubborn character, you showed your brotherly love to me. Trying your best to nurture me into the best that I can be.
This man did his very best in everything even things that a normal son don't even have to do yet. He did things out of his concern. He did things that touch many's lives. He is one special man.
Quoting from my friend,
"Everyone is like an unpolished gem awaiting to shine like the diamonds and polished gems."
Yes, my brother is one that played an important role to be the one to polish this little gem.
What my brother have done to me can't be compared to anything. It can't be bought with just money. It takes time and effort.
It took my brother's time and effort and I should not waste his time and effort. I will use this as a motivation to anything that I do. Should I fail. I will try again with double the effort. Until I succeed. Until I lose all my energy. Until time forbids me.
Bro, remember that day you told me you got two dears in your life? I felt like saying that yes I love you too. Now I should do it.
Brother. I love you no matter what. For the brotherhood, for the love.
August 20, 11:50am
