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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Nowadays I've got so many things in my head to worry and fret on. I just can't simply put them down. I feel so vulnerable this few days. Just a simple knock and I'm almost done for. It just feels like I failed in so many things. And worse off, they all came all in one shot. What can I do? All I could do was to breakdown and stare into blank. Memories, words, pictures all came flashing back so fast I had no chance to grasp hold of them. It was like as though the running tap is turned on full blast.

Life is so unpredictable. At one point you could be laughing like a hyena yet another point in time you could be crying like nobody's business. At one point life could be so extraordinary and meaningful yet another point in time life could be so boring.

And it's so not fucking cool when I'm trying so hard to push everything out of my head when my mum ain't helping by fucking nagging at me. I need my fucking time alone.

Not inspired. Not motivated. Just stupid shits. Suffering. Tough choices.

12:14 AM

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