Last night I had a short heart to heart talk to a dear friend of mine. I figured that she is lost in life at least what I conclude. While I share with her on what I want to achieve in life. I told her of many things. Especially on things that I've learned. I talk of my big dream. The dream of educating youths. Then I thought again, I can't even help the ones around me. How can I achieve my dream?
Tonight is just one of those nights whereby my mind is full of thoughts. Can anyone understand me? Haha. I can't even place all this thoughts into words. Just forget it. I don't even know what I'm thinking now blah blah blah...
You know sometimes you are so motivated to do something it scares you somehow? Life is full of ups and downs. Right now I'm managing my downs yet I am somewhat up. I can't be down. I need to be strong. Sometimes I see people around me that can't bring themselves up to be strong. They could only helplessly continue to stay weak. It always never fails to question myself, how do I self motivate and stay strong? I guess it's the determination that has never fail me. At least I know what I need to get done will be done. It's tough being me now. But I'm tougher than that.